Losing All Control (feat. Svntxmvlx)

All the pain beneath my skin is finding it's way out of me I don't know what else there is I'm losing all control you see My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body's turning cold I don't think I'll make it back to you, I'll just unfold All the pain beneath my skin is finding it's way out of me I don't know what else there is I'm losing all control you see My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body's turning cold I don't think I'll make it back to you, I'll just unfold I'm lost in hysteria, just going back and forth Losing all my shit today, am I breathing? I'm not sure I have made bad choices, doesn't mean it should define Everything that I have planned for me and that shit's fucking mine! Keeping my eyes peeled cause I can't ever lose a step The moment I lose focus, is a moment I feel trapped Holding it together with the thinnest of my thread Loathing in the darkest memories wanting to be dead I'm filled up with sadness, I can't tighten up my seams Going down these rabbit holes, going further from my dreams I can't hear a single thing, it's all muffled from my screams Can't you see im fucking falling, drowning beneath everything All the pain beneath my skin is finding it's way out of me I don't know what else there is I'm losing all control you see My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body's turning cold I don't think I'll make it back to you, I'll just unfold All the pain beneath my skin is finding it's way out of me I don't know what else there is I'm losing all control you see My eyes filled up with dark clouds, body's turning cold I don't think I'll make it back to you, I'll just unfold Going out my way to try to please and to be perfect Sparkles shining in my eyes, but rot beneath the surface What the fuck y'all want from me, anxiety is creepin Will it make your day if I was sobbin and just weepin? Bullet proof my mind cause I can't take in no more shots There's banging in my head and there's no sign that it will stop Living with my nightmares you can't even understand Sometimes I'd just rather drown and ignore a helping hand All the pain beneath my skin is finding it's way out of me I don't know what else there is I'm losing all control you see