An Elegant Solution

And here I am, once again In this familiar and strange place Where I spend all my useless time Trying to refrain from tears Face flooded for no reason I feel so wrong in here Distorted visions of a real decline Built from supposed lies and Fears I climbed the mountain that resides Between me and myself The air is rarefied and I can barely breathe I look down this ravine Just to see what's underneath I had to wait my thaw to fight the demons in my heath But I can survive Cause they're just a part of me I can win I can win And then they came like moths to flames (Like moths to flames) It's our last wine, it's do or die (No more declaims) It's my lifeline: this can't last forever It's my lifeline: it's now or never I saw myself In the void of their eyes I saw yourself In the depths of my being We grope towards our future blind Draped in illusions And pride I'm lost From the start Till the end Through my ineluctable depart Cause I cannot bear the weight of this world And the pain in those words Is like a fucking rope Around my neck Around my neck A solution Is crawling in my mind Using desperation it offers peace with myself (It's a lie) And I know it's a lie But the truth in which I'm stuck is not the reason I'm still alive I'm on the edge of a cliff Where all I see is despair So why don't take a step forward and pray not to fly The pit in my stomach refills the void in my chest But the fear of survive defeats the awe of dying So take a step forward and pray not to fly So take a step forward and pray not to fly So take a step forward cause the fear of survive Defeats the awe of dying Cherish the pain, cause it means you're still alive Still alive It's like to be lost in a forest Where the trees are my reflection Where the grass is my prospective And it covers all my actions It's like to be lost in an ocean Where the seabed's my aspiration Where the waves reflect my feelings Far away from salvation A place Where you can't see me cry Cause my tears will be lost in the water And my sobs of despair will be lost in the rain