Growing Pains

It's 2 a.m. I can't sleep The clocks have stopped and left my thoughts alone with me I think I'll write your apology (now) I was lying, kept you in the dark I was hiding, I was playing a part I made your pain about me that wasn't your fault The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains Silence Surrounding me Fragments of the person I want to be It all hits harder when you're not around I was lying, kept you in the dark I was hiding, I was playing a part You've got your demons but that's not my fault The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net The truth is, I ran 'Cause everything's changing and I don't know who I am It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains And all my clothes are scattered on the floor They're memories of you I can't wear anymore I want to leave but can't walk out the door It's supposed to hurt The truth is, I'm scared Both feet off the ledge, without a safety net The truth is, I'm so scared Both feet off the ledge without a safety net The truth is, I ran 'Cause everything's changing and I don't know who I am It's supposed to hurt, it's growing pains