Fuckup

I only hate myself When I fuck things up And I fuck things up all the time I only hate myself When I fuck things up And I fuck things up all the time Now you try to stay busy all day long Try to keep yourself from crying all day long Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train I used to be the fat kid on the train Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train Messing up I only fuck things up When I hate myself And I hate myself all the time No you try to stay busy all day long Try to keep yourself from crying way too much Don't wanna be the fat kid on the train I used to be the fat kid on the train I wanna be the fat kid on the train Messing it up And everyone starts living And I won't stop dreaming Everyone starts living And I'm the one that's left behind I'm the one that's left behind I only hate myself When I fuck things up And I fuck things up all the time I only hate myself When I fuck things up And I fuck things up all the time