Cough Me Out. (feat. autrioly)

Cannot be someone else, I cannot pretend To hold you, inside my heart feels parasitic Turn my head up above, it's a cry for a help Oh, I'm tryna be alive, I couldn't save I don't want to see you, i just want to hear your voice 'Cause i'm deafened by the silence, it's an overwhelming noise I'm encompassed by the words you swore to me were never empty And if that was really true then why i gotta fill this void I've been walking back and forth, i'm trying to retrace my steps Never had you, never lost you, never did what's best I'll believe your every lie, but what you make up next Better make some sense 'cause I know you'll say that you're sorry That you ever hurt me It won't make a difference You're still going to desert me All our friends they told me that you would never deserve me Something just occurred to me That's Everything i gave to you was just never enough I could do it all again to chase a temporary love If i ever do, it's just 'cause i get hungry for your touch I can't tell the different anymore, i did too much For you Haunted by your cigarettes, i let them fill my lungs with you Cut me like a cancer and then cough me out like blood I couldn't tell you were bluffing I should've known it's all nothing Feels like there's always something in the way So smoke 'em while you got them Yeah, maybe i talk too much, i need to listen Take me back, backseat late nights and we kissing Waste my time on other girls, you're what i'm missing I know i shouldn't, 'cause you left me for a less-than Coughing blood Yeah, on the floor Of your uber, then you call at four I'm sorry girl, i'm on a tour But it's too late to say that you're sorry I'll say what's on my conscience Make time to listen to your nonsense I'm done, the rain ain't stopping Light me up like a cigarette Maybe i'm too far gone I don't wanna say that it's all my fault We both know that you got it all wrong Yeah, you got it all wrong Baby, cough me up and cough me out Everything i gave to you was just never enough I could do it all again to chase a temporary love If i ever do, it's just 'cause i get hungry for your touch I can't tell the different anymore, i did too much For you Haunted by your cigarettes, i let them fill my lungs with you Cut me like a cancer and then cough me out like blood I couldn't tell you were bluffing I should've known it's all nothing Feels like there's always something in the way So smoke 'em while you got them