Killing My Urge to Fly

I don't really understand whats going on inside you You put that in the past Bro how did you let that slide uh Looking for a reason that I was always so blind you Took everything treason I'm killing my urge to fly who Put that hurt inside you I'm loving till I die, clue You're a narcissist manipulate not suicidal Feelings liquidate urges growing miss my recital You did me wrong moving on Like the waves going tidal Tidal Going tidal Tidal Pissed off I'm pissed off, and I cant even yell cause Its tough but I bluff, but damnit this is my hell Leashed to my pride and brain still swells Can't judge another person When I'm clearly not well But hey forget me imma stay I built up on my grave I'm hated anyways I'm hated anyways Hey forgive me imma stay I built up on my grave, I'm hated anyways I'm hated anyways My feelings still sway And my heart still fades And my teeth still grey Maybe later not today Maybe later not today Can you Look the other way Can you Look the other way I pull back and relax take this ego to my bed Quiet, kept to himself not much said I sent the text message, rather it would have been read Isolating feelings, point that pistol to his head It's hard for me to understand how everything is wrong I don't really understand whats going on inside you You put that in the past Bro how did you let that slide uh Looking for a reason that I was always so blind you Took everything treason I'm killing my urge to fly who Put that hurt inside you, I'm loving till I die, clue You're a narcissist, manipulate, not suicidal Feelings liquidate, urges growing, miss my recital You did me wrong, moving on, like the waves, going You're a narcissist, manipulate, not suicidal Feelings liquidate, urges growing, miss my recital You did me wrong, moving on like the waves going tidal