Feel This Way

I used to go to parties to get messed up Now I go to parties to test my luck Wait it's getting late I better back home to what I made Wait I made a change But I cant seem to relate It's fine, 'cause I feel great I never wanted to feel this way Please, I wanna be okay I never wanted to feel this way Now I wake up sad can't get back to sleep And I've been getting high every day of the week Wait, I made a change I'm not where I'm supposed to be Wait, every day I feel like I'm pretending It's fine, 'cause I feel great I never wanted to feel this way Please, I wanna be okay I never wanted to feel this way Now when I try to give in they say I never fit in anyway I never wanted to feel this way I never wanted to feel this way Please, I wanna be okay I never wanted to feel this way I never wanted to feel this way Please, I wanna be okay I never wanted to feel this way Now when I try to give in they say I never fit in anyway I never wanted to feel this way