I'm finally realizing I've been scared of all the wrong things
I've been so terrified of losing you
I never stopped to think
What I'd be losing if I were to stay
Quietly here in my place
Acting like it's all okay
Day after day
Silently killing myself
Mangling my mental health
And it doesn't help, it's all I know
Run, run, run, run
Run, run, run, run
Sat there, looked pretty, didn't make a sound
Said you're the only one who's ever gonna love me
The world out there was gonna knock me down
And up till now
You had me believing
That I'd be nothing on my own
At least with you I had a home
I couldn't risk it all
You had control
Petrified you might be right
But I'm not gonna let her die
That little voice inside
It's screaming
Run, run, run, run
Run, run, run, run
I'd rather be on my own than stay and do as I'm told
I'd rather lose my faith than let myself go insane
I'd rather this matter, I don't care what comes after
So why can't I let you go
Run, run, run, run
Run, run, run, run
I'd rather be on my own than stay and do as I'm told
I'd rather lose my faith than let myself go insane
