Sorry 4 the Mess

I've been up for 24 hours Been tryna write this song Can't find the words to tell y'all what the hell's been going on I'm tryna be a better version of myself So why the hell am I still sippin' out this bottle? A text from my ex She should've been gone by now A crack in the shield I made up to protect my energy I've been on this meditation shit But sometimes I'm still in my head These self-destructive thoughts should've been gone by now Oh well, my bad I'm sorry for the mess Let's do this again Let's fuck it up from scratch Aight, bet, say less Let's do this shit again I'm sorry in advance I'm sorry for the mess All of these people around me Make me feel out of place I lock myself away And I get lost in space When there ain't no one around me I'm in a better place And I turn up the bass And I turn up the bass All of these people around me Make me feel out of place I lock myself away And I get lost in space When there ain't no one around me I'm in a better place And I turn up the bass And I turn up the bass I'm so sorry for this mess I seem to be stuck in a spiral from the best I'm on to better things, I promise it won't last But I don't need you, so don't put me to the test (I'm so sorry for the mess) I'm so sorry for this mess I seem to be stuck in a spiral from the best I'm on to better things, I promise it won't last But I don't need you, so don't put me to the test (I'm so sorry for the mess) I've been up for 26 hours I finally wrote this song Still couldn't find the words, so most of it was off the top I'm tryna be a better version of myself, though Hopefully I still feel the same way tomorrow (Hopefully I still feel the same way tomorrow) (Hopefully I still feel the same way tomorrow)