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Hey love, wait up I think the call is breaking up I drove my car into the dirt Can you pull me out? I'm kinda stuck Oh I miss my friends And the way it was They've got big plans And city jobs The truth is I'm still kinda lost My parents split Now they don't talk But I guess that they aren't heroes We'll all make the same mistakes We'll drink because our hearts are heavy We'll try to smoke it all away And all the things that are meant to shape us Only bend and burn and break Used to wish that I was famous Now I wanna run away cause I'm 'bout 2 years from 30 And life scares me more each day I've got a man that swears he loves me But I'm afraid that he won't stay So I drive out to the ocean Just to wash my blues away Takes me back to all the places Feels like I'm flickin' through the pages Blue skies, long roads Stopped the car in Idaho Motel rooms and super 8s Capturing the golden days I miss you and me and wintertime Log fires sippin' mulled wine How easy I lose sight Of the good old times Thinking back to when I was in New York Falling in love with my future In the back of a bar playing snooker I got in trouble with my Scottish humour Cause the jokes don't land I just sound kind of mean And I felt so fucking bad I stayed up all night Thinking how it's crazy that we That we fall in love so quickly But the moving on is slow I'm a master at commitment I'm a novice at letting go And all the songs played on my car rides Know me better than my ghosts See I open like a passport Shut you out like border control And I'm 2 years from 30 And life scares me more each day I've got a man that swears he loves me But I'm afraid that he won't stay So I drive out to the ocean Just to wash my blues away Takes me back through all the ages Feels like I'm flickin' through the pages (Hold my heart) Wash the blues away (It's been hard) If I'm honest babe (All these scars) Hurt me more each day Takes me to the places Feels like I'm flickin through the pages