Ugly Mess

I'll contort my body If it means I'm pleasing you I'll get my hands bloody If it's what I need to do I'll relieve your stress If it means my last breath Always try my best To fix such an ugly mess I can't please you often But at least our love is true Put me in a coffin Till there's nothing I can do Maybe I'll come back If I can feel at all Feels like I'm under attack From myself It's hard for me to try my best When I'm such a fucking ugly mess Try to hide the pain in my chest But I can't I'm such an ugly mess I'll just sink to the bottom Fill up an empty hole I wake up and I swallow The words you seem to know Maybe I'll fight it off Or maybe it'll leave Keep on writing songs Stay in disbelief It's hard for me to try my best When I'm such a fucking ugly mess Try to hide the pain in my chest But I can't I'm such an ugly mess (I'm such an ugly mess) I'm such an ugly mess (I'm such an ugly-) (I'm such an ugly mess) I'm such an ugly mess (I'm such an ugly-) I'll contort my body If it means I'm pleasing you I'll get my hands bloody If it's what I need to do It's hard for me to try my best When I'm such a fucking ugly mess Try to hide the pain in my chest But I can't I'm such an ugly mess