Where My Thunder Falls

Frozen lips in lust Laughing while I fall Lying every night Saying I'm alright But I'm flying in my dreams Lost reality Eating when I'm bored Tryna get high (high) Every night (night) And (I) don't know why I'm looking, but I never seem to find Can't keep waiting, I Lost my patience, tried Hesitating I can't choose where my thunder falls Fantasize that maybe I'll stop panic and self-destruct My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls Wings inside my heart Tearing me in half Fetching dopamine Always hungry Always teeth clench through the news (oh!) Drinking up my moods Dancing in my room Tryna get high (high) Turn off the lights (lights) And (I) always get this feeling that I'm running out of time Can't keep waiting, I Lost my patience, tried Hesitating I can't choose where my thunder falls Fantasize that maybe I'll stop panic and self-destruct My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls Now, baby, baby, drive me fast You can't take it slow, I tried it out And all of my feelings come back home Spread on the kitchen floor Fake food and roses, love got lost I'm angry and heartfelt all at once Hungry and manic in a state Thundering as the sun sets Can't keep waiting, I Lost my patience, tried Hesitating I can't choose where my thunder falls Fantasize that maybe I'll stop panic and self-destruct My heart hurts, but I can't choose where my thunder falls