Stutterstep

Every minute, deja vu Seeing it all again before I Devolve retreat into my shell When did I form this personal hell Every minute is deja vu Seeing it all again before I Devolve retreat into my shell when Did I form this personal hell How do I break these bad habits Deeply ingrained in my psyche Speaking about myself in the past tense Wishing that I was like me Is it the symptom or the cause Endlessly spiralling into self-sabotage (Deja vu) I need to do better, but how do I do better when Every minute is deja vu yeah Stutterstepping around, can't figure anything out Knowing I need a change even knowing the change I need bringing myself up to speed (Deja vu) I need to do better, but how do I do better when Every minute is deja vu yeah Time is still passing me by now About to hit 25 now So much time looking at screens What have I done with my life? An endless cycle of consumption and production Take a look at social media then go make a beat or something, and I Try to find purpose in the journey making art, but I'm Still having trouble figuring out just where to start Even so I'll keep creating until something seems to stick I don't think it would be worth it if I achieved it all too quick Every minute is deja vu Seeing it all again before I Devolve retreat into my shell when Did I form this personal hell How do I break these bad habits Deeply ingrained in my psyche Speaking about myself in the past tense Wishing that I was like me