Bigger Than My Reality

I'm bigger than my reality I sleep on myself casually Often I question sanity Why isn't greatness happening Stressing just make it bad for me How can I shake tragedy Something's been holding me down But I know its just gravity I know it's just patterns we Repeat until managing Turn into panicking I'm in the ring with a better version of myself I been doing research and working on my health How to stay booked and not get put on the shelf Got me going harder than my younger self First time hunger felt real to me Why my dreams always felt real to me Everything we did felt big to me But a 9 to 5 that aint all there is for me Roll one cuz I had a long day Finish off the half out the ashtray Why it make it feel like you in last place When life coming at you at a fast pace Really I just want to evolve into the big homie Told Mo let's do this shit and drop it aint gon sit on it Kinda feels like everything was coming down to this moment How can I abandon everything that we have built for us The crown was meant for us Royal Yea This shit feel good don't it When you alive Alive and living Yea Battling insecurities Diving into a purer me Touch my soul to make sure its me Yea Joy, it came from the saddest me Counteracting the gravity Rabbit up out the hat, its me The way that I'm having this shit is magic Love in abundance That shit is tragedy waiting to happen Cynical in my thinking Abandonment made me fearless But all in the same I fear it My home exists in my spirit Yea Poetry in my day to day Slow it, I need to savor these moments before they fade away Can't catch me, I'm flying baby I'm ghost My angels and I, we spoke I feel when they hold me close Angles on all my quotes Paint over all my notes There's art in playing it close To start we making a toast So many, they sleeping but think they woke I picked up the pen and all that I gave you is all she wrote Yuh What make your world go round What if it all fall down Is you gon swim, gon drown I think I'd Just chill for a minute right quick and float Get overwhelmed then exhale And remember that I'm the goat Plus all my lil failures humble me most You really think that I care when its all a hoax You really think that it's fairness It's all a hoax But how you react is crucial and love what matter the most Yea Sanctity in my flawed ways Growth'll show you sometimes in the past You did it the hard way I think I'm cloud so long I been patient So now I'm coming to take it However you want to take it My destiny feel invasive The best of me I can face it The rest of me gotta chase it Yea How dare you play it the safest When clearly you far from basic Sincerely the ones that made it