Deteriorate

How long can I survive this way? Sing songs, get high, ignore the pain Time keeps marching along Fake a smile and lock myself away to Dwell on all I've done wrong Carry on 'til I'm gone From first light strive to create Fill our lives with love and hate Bide your time, count down the days Say goodbye, deteriorate (Deteriorate) (How long can I survive this way?) I gave up prayer long ago And found out that I'm alone 'Cause no one cares, it's hollow We just go 'til we're ghosts From first light strive to create Fill our lives with love and hate Bide your time, count down the days Say goodbye, deteriorate Deteriorate I've tried so many times To feel fucking alive Watch pieces of me float by Wake up every day and try But why? From first light strive to create Fill our lives with love and hate Bide your time, count down the days Say goodbye, deteriorate Deteriorate (Deteriorate)