Deep End

What if I just, what if I just die Are people gonna laugh I don't even know At the deep end, at the deep end still tryna rise up but I'm drowning At the deep end, at the deep end Still tryna rise up but I'm drowning At the deep end, at the deep end still tryna rise up but I'm drowning People clowning, people clowning Do you think I'm laughing? Nah, I gotta frown, man It ain't funny no more, I'm still that jester It ain't funny no more, I'm not in the mood They be tryna get me, tryna hurt me They be saying, Lil Delo, haha, you gotta go Dead and gone, dead and gone, I be thinking about it now Dead and gone, dead and gone, I'm a dead body now What if I drown? People don't see me now What if they do see me? They just laughing now Deep end, deep end, still tryna rise up but I'm still drowning Deep end, deep end, people just laughing now But I got no laugh on my face, I'm just frowning Still smoking on the dope Still smoking blks, this shit not a joke What if I die today I don't want nobody come to my funeral But they gonna kill me again though Deep end, I'm at the deep end, still tryna rise up but I'm still drowning People laughing, laughing like I'm laughingstock Well, hell nah I'm just looking frowning At the deep end, at the deep end still tryna rise up but I'm drowning People clowning, people clowning Do you think I'm laughing? Nah, I gotta frown, man It ain't funny no more, I'm still that jester It ain't funny no more, I'm not in the mood They be tryna get me, tryna hurt me They be saying, Lil Delo, haha, you gotta go Huh