Opaque

You built these walls Then I came along, tearing them down The wounds keep on bleeding I just kept on seeking, stealin' your crown Looking for unity - lost all identity Stripping me naked and seems like eternity Losing your faith in me Wasting the best of me Looking at life through an opaque blind You'll never suspect the hatred you get Its all fading out, no regrets You're losing the battle Snakes don't sing they rattle So stop and hold on to your breath Let blasphemous hymns fade away and drop dead The cries of your loved ones will haunt you for days Where is the light you once had? Head spinning, vision so blurred Concrete to me is a bed Where is the light I once had? The flame Hardens the soil Which I am buried in A world concealed in darkness The flame Hardens the soil Which I am buried in Transparent to opaque Was it the things I've said? Or maybe when we pushed you off of that ledge? Surprised as you've fallen right to this hell I swear that I didn't want to make you fail Nevertheless, how could I know I drove him to madness? Living with guilt, put me to sleep, my torment is endless! Alive as I am running from death, but bring it to others Now I am cursed, praying for plagues, my body is restless Once transparent now opaque I'm sick Of pretending and not understanding How my brain works when Im alone It must stop Punching and breaking I'm fighting my shadows It looks like I hit the wall So don't give up your hope When you're all alone Beaten to the bone Break of dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn Beaten, broken, smile for a better dawn