A Guiding Star At Night

Gone are my senses, they are gone with the wind Gone is the fragile balance between love and loving hate Gone is the illusion that I can control my life Gone is the delicate veil that protects me from the lie And I can't control my monkey brain and I can't switch off my thoughts It's driving me insane, my world is full of doubt I know I shouldn't worry, but the mountain is too steep And I know I shouldn't worry, but the night gives me the creeps For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night Gone is the wind that blows away the clouds Gone is my voice that used to be too loud Gone is the idea that I make a difference somehow And gone is the poem that used, that used to make me proud At night I lie awake and think about the darkest hour At night I lie awake, but then your breathing calms me down And I know I shouldn't worry, but the pond is way too deep And I know I shouldn't worry, but the night gives me the creeps For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night Night A guiding star at night For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night For you, I'll cross the ocean I'll swim against the tide For you I'll cross the desert A guiding star at night Guiding star at night Night Guiding star at night Guiding star at night