It takes time to materialize your fantasies
In due time I find myself a remedy
It takes time to materialize your fantasies
In due time I'll find myself a remedy
Or write songs, obsessing 'bout the melody
I'm headstrong but it's 'bout time that it gets to me
I shut down and shut my mouth
Tryna save some face
A clenched jaw and a sweat drop
'Bout a second 'fore I break
If it all falls down
Just know I gave it my all
'Til there was not more I could take
I don't call
And now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second 'til I break
If it all falls down
Just know I gave it my all
'Til there was not more I could take
I don't call
And now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second 'til I br-
They don't even try to see where I'm coming from
'Cause when I needed it more, I had no one
But I don't even blame 'em for it
Yeah, I would never shame 'em for it
I'd hate but I can't afford it
I'm way too focused on me
I'm giving into my hopes and my greed
But they try to paint like it's much worse than it seems
And they wonder why I'm tearing at the seams
I try to bear it 'til I
Shut down and shut my mouth
Tryna save some face
A clenched jaw and a sweat drop
'Bout a second 'fore I break
If it all falls down
Just know I gave it my all
'Til there was not more I could take
I don't call
And now they're saying that I changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second 'til I break
If it all falls down
Just know I gave it my all
'Til there was not more I could take
I don't call
And now they're saying that i changed up
It fucks my brain up
'Bout a second 'til I br-
