Atlas

When is my time of holding up And letting go And where is my "locked behind doors" wish My "heart must go on" Dreams that I dreamt so long ago I close my eyes, used to be so colorful I used to cry but now its just rational To carry the weight is to carry the world Condemned for eternity to hold up the heavens condemned to go on Some days I feel so empty, a shell of man It's my retribution, I carry it proudly, but when will it end? I close my eyes, used to be so colorful I used to cry but now I close my eyes, used to be so colorful I used to cry, but now Tell me how I became so numb? Tell me how I became so numb? How I became so numb? I close my eyes, used to be so colorful I used to cry, but now I close my eyes, used to be so colorful I used to cry but now (How I became so numb?) (How I became so numb?)