Can't Wait

On the verge, yeah, on the verge Close to insane the pain it really hurts Seen the lows, yeah, I've seen the lows Demons break free in me they really grow Reach out to friends who turned foe Act close and then the fake shows Text sent and soon they went ghost I know it's just how life goes Burned a few bridges no I can't please them all So my circle stays small With my back on the wall And I don't trust my peers 'cuz they pray that I fall So I don't fuck with ya'll you never answered my calls But now that I stay up And I be on my way up It's time that they pay up Got no time for a make up Put myself in the game This shit like a lay up I would sit on the bench but now I ball on my haters In the stu up late Day or night no break Have it all at stake Sacrifices I can't wait Dying in my self doubt some days are too hard Seeing what is real life the past is a scar Feeling like I want it but fame is so far Hoping in the future one day I'm a star I didn't complain about the cards I was handed Use it as fuel my story's part of my branding Years in the soil it grew from when it was planted Put myself in the ring but they wanted me stranded I'm surrounded by real ones in a world full of coldness Life is what you make it live it up to fullest Could give up on it all At least that's what they're hoping My success makes the noise They say silence is golden, come on In the stu up late Day or night no break Have it all at stake Sacrifices I can't wait