Speechless

You write all these words but don't know what they mean to me So much that I learn but too much I don't need to see You knock me down, and then I fall, you pull me in with a passion So I forget it all The pictures in the bathtub, have you kept them too? What am I supposed to do? What are they to you? Confessions are confusing, bubbles never washing off my skin Secrets last forever in a blood that's paper thin I'm speechless You make me speechless So you made me hide in the comfort of my home I laughed, and I cried, was something in the undertone That knocked me down, and then I fell, you pull me in with a passion A memory I know all too well Shouting to yourself in the middle of the street Feeling like you've blown away the ground beneath our feet It's like I've almost lost you, won't you please go try and find control? How am I supposed to help, I'm only nine years old? I'm speechless You make me speechless Give me a reason why you'll never let it be true (never let it be true) Light up the dark or just let us get further apart (further apart) I'm speechless I am speechless, I'm so speechless I am speechless, I'm so speechless (you make me speechless) I am speechless, I'm so speechless I am speechless, I'm so speechless (I'm speechless) I am speechless, I'm so speechless I am speechless, I'm so speechless (you make me speechless) I am speechless, I'm so speechless I am speechless, I'm so speechless