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Know I always take too long Can't decide what I want Don't know who you'll become Because like every time that we talk Don't know why you always watch me fall Painting my brains on the wall Know you had it all, had it all Know you had it all, had it all Can't help but look back and it's tragic Only want this now I know that I can't have it Waking up, my body wrapped in plastic Know you done shit that couldn't imagine Think you let this happen Watch it all go back to the way it was Scared of your look and afraid of touch Seeing you again, what has this become? Think I lost confidence when you crossed the line Said it only could get better, know you never lie I've been waiting for forever, know it never come in time Flood of memories, it hits me every night Wonder which thoughts are mine You crawled inside I'm not coming back for you Don't put your trust in me I can still see you there when I'm passin' through Don't talk, still you place the blame I could do this forever Just staring at the wall Still scared when I hear your call Because like every time that we talk Don't know why you always watch me fall Painting my brains on the wall Know you had it all, had it all Know you had it all, had it all Can't help but look back and it's tragic Only want this now I know that I can't have it Waking up, my body wrapped in plastic Know you done shit that I couldn't imagine Think you let this happen (Had it all, had it all, had it) (Had it all, had it all, had it) (Had it all, had it all, had it) (don't know why you always watch me) (Had it all, had it all, had it) (don't know why you always watch me fall)