city girl

Growing up in the city of lies I'm always starved but for food or surprises I got a lot of friends but in their eyes I've never found my way on how to make allies City girl has got to be clever She always has to aim for the better Comes with my casual anxiety a A deeper feeling of being a monster To own so much and have so little time Fallen dreams and angels lie on the tar This place is full of junkies in disguise Everybody gets high in bullshit paradise And I'm so very free And I'm so very dumb Can't I see the difference between wise and numb Am I so very free Am I so very dumb I can't even spend a night alone Hustling in the city I read the signs saying How old I am Gambling in the city I'll trade my pride for any Kind of award I'm a zombie girl living in a dead town I'm a blood sucker for your admiration Searching for a pulse that's already gone In the sexy glare of shopping malls City girl has got to be clever She always has to aim for the better Comes with my appetite for destruction A deeper feeling of being a monster And I'm so very free And I'm so very dumb Can't I see the difference between wise and numb Am I so very free Am I so very dumb I can't even spend a night alone Hustling in the city I read the signs saying How old I am Gambling in the city I'll trade my pride for any Kind of award Leaving the city She's all I have and I am the only one