How can I focus
On the life I no longer see?
It pains me in knowing
That when we leave it just keeps going
I prayed until my hands would ache
There's nothing left to say
Simply dissipate in misery
Maybe in another life
There's nothing left say
Simply dissipate for an eternity
I spend my nights
Lying awake in starlight
Neglecting familiar pain
The weight is heavy
Searching aimlessly
For complacency
How can I focus
On the life I no longer see?
It pains me in knowing
That when we leave it just keeps going
I prayed until my hands would ache
There's nothing left to say
Simply dissipate in misery
It's time to get back
It's time to face reality
Keep treading water till I drown
The weight is deafening to the third degree
I spend my nights
Lying awake in starlight
Neglecting familiar pain
The weight is heavy
Searching aimlessly
For complacency
I spend my nights
Leaving my pain unspoken
Avoiding your answers
Your warmth of protection
Trading vacancy for complacency
