Letter to her (feat. ProdRequena)

How many times do I have to tell you again and again I can't change for you, I can't be someone that you confide in I just can't be around you anymore, it just hurts Couldn't tell what I loved in this life Fell in love with a girl that could handle my thoughts Immaturity holding me tight, couldn't tell her the reason I showed no remorse, and girl, It gets lonely at night I see this how you felt when it wasn't your fault I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry But sorry won't help the way I made you fall If I could go back in time, I would tell her I love her every night Every time she felt a little worried I should've reassured her more than twice If I could go back in time, I would tell her to hate me if she ever cried Cause the day she gave me all her trust, I lost it again Fucking up her mind I know I'ma hold on forever, cause nobody made me feel better Girl I keep on clutching on my heart Cause the way that she stayed even when I left her I know I'ma hold on forever, cause I keep on writing these letters Girl this put a hole up in my heart I just hope you with God always and forever I remember you told me to win I remember I gave you a kid I remember every single smile I remember every fucking vid I remember everything you did I just hope you find it to forgive I know we not talking for a while I'll atone for every single sin Girl you know that it's times that I cry right Going on suicide like Can't crash out now in the limelight Hope I'm using my time right Girl you know that I'm losing my mind right Should've followed the signs like Where the fuck can I find a rewind like, find a rewind like Couldn't tell what I loved in this life Fell in love with a girl that can handle my thoughts Immaturity holding me tight, couldn't tell her the reason I show no remorse, and girl It gets lonely at night I see this how you felt when it wasn't your fault I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry But sorry won't help the way I made you fall If I could go back in time, I would tell her I love her every night Every time she felt a little worried I should've reassured her more than twice If I could go back in time, I would tell her to hate me if she ever cried Cause the day she gave me all her trust, I lost it again Fucking up her mind