I don't know... who am I?
Can someone tell?
I've been lying to myself and lying well
Cause through fake laughs and fake smiles
I could distract myself a while from myself
But it's temporary and I found out
Cause I've been reaching autonomy
And looking for the answer, I found me
And through the looking glass
I saw the future, not the past
Far behind me
Cause the answer to myself is inside me
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah
And through the looking glass
I saw the future, not the past
Far behind me
Cause the answer to myself is inside-
I'm nearing eighteen, I've got a dream
But my inner thoughts are doubting
By twenty-three, where will I be?
I try not to think about it
I got enemies, one of them's me
I'm insecure and I know it
I hated myself, bad for my health
So I didn't hardly show it
And I've been thinking hard and going back and forth
Between stability and what I want
And I'd rather go to sleep upon the floor
Than go do something that I never loved
But it's my life, I'm gonna take it
Cause I've been reaching autonomy (near 18)
And looking for the answer, I found me
And through the looking glass
I saw the future, not the past
Far behind me
Cause the answer to myself is inside me
I was reaching
Yeah, I was reaching
I was reaching
I was reaching
I saw the future, not the past
I was reaching
I was reaching
Cause I was-
Cause the answer to myself is inside me
