Take What I Can Get

There's a memory that lives inside my head I had it resting on your shoulder We were out on a bench Close to black out drunk I was yelling Mean things about my ex right before We were waiting for a cab Bout to head back to yours Couldn't put on your seatbelt And we laughed it off like we always do I reached over your shoulder to help you And I tried my best not to feel it I'm sitting here ignoring the things that I've already caught But I smile right to myself when i think about you Oh god, it was worse than I thought I guess I'm a fool 'cause I want you Though I always knew you could never want me too Stay over after every party Slow dancing back in your apartment I guess I'm a fool 'cause I want you Thought I always knew you could never stay for good Run circles all around the neighborhood My fault, it's on me that I misunderstood Sad for me to admit But I'm fine with it I'll just take what I can get There's a memory that lives inside in my head And you kissed it goodnight Went to sleep in your bed It was me who let this happen Took a stroll to a place with red flags and just waved them And I tried my best not to feel it A part of me just knew it exactly, I set myself up But when you sit so close there's only one thing on my mind Oh god, this was worse than I thought (okay, nevermind) I guess I'm a fool 'cause I want you Though I always knew you could never want me too Stay over after every party Slow dancing back in your apartment I guess I'm a fool 'cause I want you Thought I always knew you could never stay for good Run circles all around the neighborhood My fault, it's on me that I misunderstood Sad for me to admit But I'm fine with it I'll just take what I can get There's a memory that lives inside my head And I'm desperately trying to forget Because I know that you're seeing me different And I know that's not how you recall it