Pulse of Color

I can't fight this feeling To most it's so appealing No longer caught up and sulking on things I can't control Maybe i'll take a joy ride Out to the hills and rest by Moonlight Meadow at night time Where the Wind of Solace sings Finally I feel alive Full of curiosity Where oh where will this life take me? Full speed ahead I'm not better off dead I used to say I never mattered at all I used to think my only world was four walls I always thought the best home for me was A coffin in the hole in the ground Now the thought of sleeping six feet under Doesn't satisfy I don't wanna sleep till i'm dead I wanna make the most of it I lost my color but hey I found some markers No longer am I in love with the unforgiving gray Color in my blank life with Hey whatcha wanna do tonight? My god, how did I live my life Before I found a reason to live I'm going manic, getting hyper, full of energy, I'm wired Gotta break down every wall and leave behind a trail of fire This life is mine to claim I'll live unashamed I'm going manic, getting hyper, anesthetic not required Overdose on every feeling just to know I still desire To keep on living the life I lead I've lived with regret I've been a fucking wreck I've lived in the past I've been a lost cause I lost self-esteem She grew tired of me With a pen to paper I wrote a letter to myself I've lived with regret I've been a fucking wreck I've lived in the past I've been a lost cause I lost self-esteem She grew tired of me With a pen to paper I wrote a letter to myself And I watched it turn to snow I've lived with regret I've been a fucking wreck I've lived in the past I've been a lost cause I lost self-esteem She grew tired of me With a pen to paper I wrote a letter to myself And I watched it turn to snow I lost my color but hey I found some markers No longer am I in love with the unforgiving gray Color in my blank life with Hey whatcha wanna do tonight? My god, how did I live my life Before I found a reason to live I'm going manic, getting hyper, full of energy, I'm wired Gotta break down every wall and leave behind a trail of fire This life is mine to claim I'll live unashamed I'm going manic, getting hyper, anesthetic not required Overdose on every feeling just to know I still desire To keep on living the life I lead