I'm depressed but I don't even know why
I'm so sad and my woe is a slow ride
Down to hell I'm like "whoah" this is low, aye
Blessing or a curse
Cause hell is a mess
But earth is just stress
I grow in pain
Trying not to think that I'm insane
My brain keeps forgetting that it's drained
But that's all better now
Cause I can't feel a fucking thing no more
Rise and fall
I'm tired but I want more
I'm so fucked up but I don't show
I'm so fucked up but I want more
I'm so fucked up
I'm so fucked up
When will it get better
I just want to not feel like this
I was born an error
I was never meant to be fixed
Oh fuck's going on now?
It's too late for goodbyes I'm gone now
It's too soon for my vanity somehow
It's not like I enjoy it but more like
Obsession and compulsion are knifelike
Rise and fall
I'm tired but I want more
I'm so fucked up but I don't show
I'm so fucked up but I want more
I'm so fucked up
I'm so fucked up
When will it get better
I just want to not feel like this
I was born an error
I was never meant to be fixed
Was never meant to be fixed
Was never meant to be fixed
I'm so fucked up
When will it get better
I just want to not feel like this
I was born an error
I was never meant to be fixed
Was never meant to be fixed
