I'd Rather Be Dead (sped up)

I know I said I can take the last hit Cause I don't have the guts to say I wish that you gave a shit These words slipped of my lips Spilled on you like sour milk Do you know that you've gone too far? I swallowed my pride Chewed on every bitter lie How did I let it get this far? I know I said I can take the last hit Cause I don't have the guts to say I wish that you gave a shit Cause you don't have the guts to say That you're sorry Tried to shoot me instead I won't take the last hit I'd rather be dead I'd rather be dead I'd rather be dead My therapist told me i should move on Knowing damn well it's not worth fighting for But all the things you said are spinning in my head It's easier to hate you instead I know I said I can take the last hit Cause I don't have the guts to say I wish that you gave a shit Cause you don't have the guts to say That you're sorry Tried to shoot me instead I won't take the last hit I'd rather be dead I've been bitting my tongue for way too long I've closed my eyes on everything that was wrong But all the things you said are spinning in my head It's easier to hate you instead I know I said I can take the last hit Cause I don't have the guts to say I wish that you gave a shit Cause you don't have the guts to say That you're sorry Tried to shoot me instead I won't take the last hit I'd rather be dead I'd rather be dead I'd rather be dead