What It Can Be

I don't wanna feel Like I did last night in the cold of the pear tree Say it isn't real I can see your eyes, I've been hurting you lately You slow down time when you hold me But somethings wrong and we don't know why I go to speak and it chokes me But we'll be over if I don't try I put myself in chains So I can take the blame I don't know if we're gonna make it But we don't know how to say it I don't wanna make a mistake here But I don't know how to save it I can't run away When it's still maybe 'Cause I can never tell you what it will be I can only tell you what it can be I swear we were the ones Who would both stand strong while the others were losing Now we got a gun And were both waiting for the other to use it I'm tryna hold on but I'm dying If I go down, will you hold my hand? I close my eyes, but it's blinding It can't be time, I don't understand I put myself in chains So I can take the blame I don't know if we're gonna make it But we don't know how to say it I don't wanna make a mistake here But I don't know how to save it I can't run away When it's still maybe 'Cause I can never tell you what it will be I can only tell you what it can be