Alone.

(T-t-today, Junior!) Look The only thing I really see is dollar signs But there ain't no money for the murder kinds In my room, and I'm thinking that the world is mine While others thinking "All the niggas will destroy your mind" Cause either way, it doesn't matter, feeling left behind A brand new life inside, I wanna make you mine I know it's a long way down and I know time And I could feel the temperature rise So then I look to the skies And pray to God, thank him for the life that I've been given Sacrificed everything I had, just to make a living And the struggle was the mission, it was my decision They was makin' me believe that I was stuck in this position Head in my thoughts, driving a straight road Up on the clock, tryna be faithful And I'm back in the spot, tryna be graceful In a city of opps, don't care what you stand for, no Lonely feelings, I'm stuck up in my head Because I've been a one man army, just thinking 'bout my life, they robbed me Feels like everyday, I'm falling, but I remember what mama taught me Because I've been a one man army, just thinking 'bout my life, they robbed me Feels like everyday, I'm falling, but I remember what mama taught me Look, they said I shouldn't worry bout the past, they told me not to stress, cause I'm a Lord of the craft I said "It'd never change cause my thoughts always last", and they'd be there to help, even though I never asked They heard my side, said I never did a thing, they said I'm a respectable man, they even called me "King" And every second that I think to myself, feel like I'm falling back, lined back, straight to the depths I'm in my thoughts on the wrong track, fuck it, I'm leaving Tryna get up in my bag, and just walk out on my own I never really told them that I ever felt alone, as long as they'd never known, I'd be writing on my phone Feeling all this pressure, put the burden of my beef upon them, like I'm tryna evangelize, put some Jesus on them They gave me questions, doubted me for a second, by their choice, start flexin' Talking shit about the accusations and the cancellations 'bout me Going on and on and on, no ending I'm not the only one affected by the poison and the mindset she gave me, the ride wasn't wavy Maybe if I died, then nobody ever give a shit, feeling it Feeling my thoughts, they taking over, I'm scared of moving forward Two years, I was living in despair from the court, a young nigga tryna find the stairs to the Lord I was moving on in life, because I thought it'd never happen Whenever I'm alone, I feel my vision always blackened The niggas in the city, yeah they always knew what happened Open book, never flattened, got my Head in my thoughts, driving a straight road Up on the clock, tryna be faithful And I'm back in the spot, tryna be graceful In a city of opps, don't care what you stand for, no Lonely feelings, I'm stuck up in my head Because I've been a one man army, just thinking 'bout my life, they robbed me Feels like everyday, I'm falling, but I remember what mama taught me Because I've been a one man army, just thinking 'bout my life, they robbed me Feels like everyday, I'm falling, but I remember what mama taught me Never had the time to fight, yeah, it felt like I was losing life, yeah Demons living in the light, yeah, living in that miserable life, yeah Whatever way to make me happy, I'm finally writing this song Living in this phase I'm in for so long, living in this phase I've lived for too long Look, I never gave myself a big amount of time, just to overcome this tragedy Been stuck up in my head, I never thought about my family Thankfully, been dealing with the demons just for God, He's the Majesty Look me in the eyes, you can see I've been losing my sanity Lil Juno, mini afro on his head, he's afraid of segregation Conflict never had an explanation, I just lived a life of defamation Try to understand my position, hey, just been wishing things went back to the old days In my space, tryna get out this cold phase, living off the grid, and niggas thinking "Juno, are you okay? I'm really worried 'bout you, I'm on the way", "I'm in decay, just face the fact my mental's gone away" Figured I would take a break from everyone and everything in society And just have to deal the fact that I'll be facing mental anxiety And ever since I started rapping, I've been hiding in the trenches too long And I hate having to only disappear whenever something bad happens, like when family left, I just started feeling Alone Wrapping all up in the bedsheets, we're locked in the zone Two years of life gone, and the records were shown Outside, living, and off guard, I was thrown, and after that, I cast my mental to the unknown I'm tired of all this fighting, man, I thought we was grown I could be doing fights while I be holding my own So you can see I'm losing sanity, whatever I been doing, but I don't fuck with toxicity, stop calling my phone And I know that in my heart, I was never the wrong, I made promises to everyone, I had to be strong There's only little time before I finish this song, the mental's bad, and I'm sad that I'm feeling alone Speak on events in the past tense, why don't we talk about the ways they would act since Back when they was spamming my- Your call has been forwarded, to an automatic voice message system Yo, it's your boy Logan, just calling in to check and see how you're doing Hey Juno, I'm just checking in man I heard lately hasn't really been the best for you I hear you're not doing so well So um, I'm here to let you know bro, that you're not alone in this For you to cry on my shoulder, man, I'll always be here to help you, man, all the way through. Be safe, man. I'm on the way over to your house right now to see how you're doing, boss. So make sure the door is unlocked.