PROUD OF ME

Time, I could've gave more to you & I know I got a girl in my face losing hope This blunt take me to space 'fore I choke Just wanna hear that you proud of me Oh Feed on your mind not just sexual Don't get me wrong this shit sexual You never lied to me, this I know I never tried to hurt you, you know Wake up in the morning, damn fried I been feelin' like a vampire Only problem is I got some problems That I really don't wanna confess here I ain't been having the best year but I ain't been having the worst year I just been throwing them ones in the mufuckin club I don't know what I've done here, I'm trynna get right, I just been stuck in my ways Been trynna reach you seven days, I guess I get why you ain't said shit Get why you had to just bang shit, Get why you had to just makeshift I'm keepin' all of my thoughts to myself and just proving to you that I ain't shit I'll drown in my cup till tomorrow Wake up roll my weed, get my day goin' Your feelings towards me are so patient I know you can't stand when I'm absent, Oh Time, I could've gave more to you & I know I got a girl in my face losing hope This blunt take me to space 'fore I choke Just wanna hear that you proud of me Oh Feed on your mind not just sexual Don't get me wrong this shit sexual You never lied to me, this I know I never tried to hurt you, you know It's like you never knew me, That's what you said This shit feel like the movies, She said off with my head You won't pick up the phone, is it just you in your bed As you can see i'm all alone; heart cold like sled Feel like I done did too much, I'm losin' touch I was so cold to T and somehow I fell in love You said that you proud of me whenever we swallowed the drugs Sent the red heart emoji, Know that i'm thinkin' of you