Love Who I Am

God I need to see me through your eyes I've been so dependent on how I Think they think of me, truth pushed aside By the opinions i've been harbouring I wanna love who I am Not through somebody lens But through the author holding the pen If you wrote my life Please tell me why I've been struggling to love who I am To love To love To love To love I just wanna love who I am To love To love To love To love Failing expectations made in my brain They're the reason I avoid all the mirrors Or tears well up deep in my eyes Cause I can't pick a single thing that I like I wanna love who I am Not through somebody lens But through the author holding the pen If you wrote my life Please tell me why I've been struggling to love who I am To love To love To love To love I just wanna love who I am To love To love To love To love If i'm honest I want to leave my skin I'm so exhausting to live in But pen to paper, you say That you want me exactly as I am So prove that i'm worthy to love Even all of the parts I loathe And i'm allowed to love me whole I wanna love who I am Not through somebody lens But through the author holding the pen If you wrote my life Please tell me why I've been struggling to love who I am I wanna love who i am not through somebody's lens But through the author holding the pen If you wrote my life, please tell me why I've been struggling to love who I am To love To love To love To love I just wanna love who I am To love To love To love To love Help me love who I am Not through my own lens But through your eyes And from your pen