Lonely Road

(Alex made this beat) It's been a lonely road Nowhere to go Huh It's been a lonely road, feel like it's nowhere to go I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight It's like I wanna love, but I'm afraid to love I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight I try to be, the best I can be Release myself from past traumas, now I'm free It's a hard life, I don't wish to be me See when I was a child, they tried to fuck my name up Physically, mentally, emotionally, they beat me up Came out strong, I don't wanna play the victim If I catch any of them now, I promise it's gone be up Ima stand on business Getting stronger, depression dissipates with fitness Matured fast from all the things that I have witness (oh) You see a lot of times in this life We have to be separated from everyone In order to search our soul deeply So that we can find what's hurting us And holding us back, you know It's been a lonely road, feel like it's nowhere to go I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight It's like I wanna love, but I'm afraid to love I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight Walking this journey alone, traveling to the unknown I believe that God's gonna lead me the way I'm getting one percent better, each and everyday Left me needing on the bench, I ain't even get to play This game called life, it can lead you astray Got the world on your shoulders carrying a lot of weight It's okay if you cry, you carried a lot of weight Oh It's okay if you cry and heal your soul It's okay if you cry and heal your soul Yeah, it's okay to cry every now and then That's the way we release emotional trauma I mean real strength comes from being able to be vulnerable It's been a lonely road, feel like it's nowhere to go I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight It's like I wanna love, but I'm afraid to love I'm wishing you were here right by my side Got me wishing on a shooting star tonight