Kinda Scary

Whoa, can't find my purpose Whoa, need reassurance Whoa, is this all worth it? I think I'm losing control I'm feeling nervous Whoa, I'm so uncertain Whoa, just close the curtains I think I'm ready to But maybe I should stay and start a riot I don't wanna go out being silent Life is fucking dirty It'll murder you and throw you in a ditch It's time to swing back at that bitch, like I can't look myself in the mirror So distorted, I've never seen clearer I've been through hell And lost myself along the way I can't look myself in the mirror Whoa, my body's trembling Whoa, my temp is getting cold Like any second, I could collapse on the floor My time is running short My mind is being torn Angel or demon? Don't know who I am, no But maybe I should get up and defy it You can't be a rebel being quiet Life is fucking dirty It'll murder you and throw in a grave Stick you in the neck with that blade, like I can't look myself in the mirror So distorted, I've never seen clearer I've been through hell And lost myself along the way I can't look myself in the mirror It's kinda scary It's kinda scary I can't look myself in the mirror So distorted, I've never seen clearer I've been through hell And lost myself along the way I can't look myself in the mirror It's kinda scary