Castles

Castles crumble it's written on the walls I'm seeing And I'm in trouble I'm broken from all the screaming And life's a puzzle it can be so damn misleading And life's a struggle I walk alone this path I'm leaving I been thinking bout some shit and it's been ripping me apart Like the time I went and hid I saw the ditch and took my car Some people think I'm full of shit I'll tell you now I take it far I remember as a kid I always said I'll be a star Now it's up to me to go and be the things that I believe in I turn up the heat and burn a G for things that I'm achieving I show up repeat return the key I love what I'm what I'm receiving It's been like a week I'm missing me I'm busy I been grieving I feel so alone a broken home is all that I've been left with Send the dial tone I can't condone I hate to think I'm reckless I don't need a phone I'm in my zone I rock another setlist I'll go catch a flow and let you know I'm not the one to mess with I got so much on my mind I'm fucking shaking from the stress I wish time was on my side it's like I live with my regrets Sometimes I wish that I could die oh these are things I don't address There's nothing in my fucking eyes I try to keep it all suppressed Castles crumble It's written on the walls I'm seeing And I'm in trouble I'm broken from all the screaming And life's a puzzle It can be so damn misleading And life's a struggle I walk alone this path I'm leaving I put everything I have into this shit I'm fucking crazy And I think it's kind of sad that I think nobody can save me And I didn't have a dad til I was 20 it's amazing Imagine hearing they feel bad for running off that's what I'm facing And I let him back into my life we'll make it right together I just wish that you were here for every time I couldn't call There were times I shed a tear i lost my mind I hit the wall And I hate to live with fear you don't know why they call me craw I been trying to build an image for myself that's all I want Sometimes I think I'll diminish that's when I get on the hunt It's a race up to the finish and I think that I'm in front I been told that I'm a menace someone spark another blunt I killed my ego in the summer right before I took the stage I'm no hero what a bummer like my heart is full of rage I'll take you back into December that's a month that's brings me pain I lost my grandma on my birthday it'll never feel the same There's some things I'll never speak about embedded in my brain Don't go tell me that I'm weak like bitch I'm clinically insane You can see me on my feet I'm not the one to go with change I got everything I need except my thoughts are pretty strange Like I'm thankful for my team I made it out a found a way Oh I started with a dream but I won't go like MLK No I love to set the theme I know one day I'll be okay Like I hate to get extreme but I can't keep myself at bay Castles crumble It's written on the walls I'm seeing And I'm in trouble I'm broken from all the screaming And life's a puzzle It can be so damn misleading And life's a struggle I walk alone this path I'm leaving