My Flame

Shit God, it's so boring, I cannot even explain You've got no worries and you're easily awake I'd better suffer, then calm down but for art's sake At least I am creative and now have more songs to play Life now seems to change in a better way What am I supposed to think if I depend on pain? When everything is stable I feel I run out of words to say How can I be happy when the rhymes is my flame? God knows my pain Is my flame I know my pain Is my flame You know those scars are looking pretty good I know I didn't think so when I got that wound At least I found direction I can use me being blue Society will call me something new How do you think I release the pain? I've got no people or things to blame In my own sins and I search details Of why do I feel this and no other way? I know my pain Is my flame God knows my pain Is my flame I'm on the wane I go through pain I know my flame Is all my pain I'm on the wane Pain Flame Pain And when i pray You'll see me burn I know my flame Is not something that destroys I'm in the hell And what is worse That I am here Or that I've chosen to be cursed Shit, I know my pain is my fucking flame