I keep on moving on in my life
And it's all happening inside of my mind
I never meant to deceive you
But I know
Eventually I'll always leave you
I build up castles of lies
Pretend that I never cry
And I get why you got tired of running after someone
Who never talks about her feelings
Oh I didn't think I'd be alone by now
How did I let it slip through my busy life?
Oh I always chase 'till I get tired
My obsession fades and I go back
To what I'm used
So I can prove
That I don't need you
All of my standards are broken
And I go through phases, I know it
One day you don't deserve me
The other I think I'm not enough for someone like you
And I love to get your attention
But what if that's all I aim to?
I think I'm better off alone or
Is just an excuse?
'Cause I'm scared of commitment
Oh I'm scared you'll get used to me
I didn't think I'd be alone by now
How did I let it slip through my busy life?
Oh I always chase 'till I get tired
My obsession fades and I go back
To what I'm used
So I can prove
That I don't need you
I don't need you
I don't need you
Well maybe I do
