Falling Down

And I don't know why everything around me is falling down And I don't know why everything around me is falling down Is falling down I never really thought that my life would be this way Growin' up, I had these thoughts, I'd be somebody great But them thoughts faded away behind the clouds are the gray I know I'm here to say, close my hands, now I pray I need to pick it up on my skill 'cause the slack I'm leavin' behind Sit back and chill and unfocus my mind Behind the dark, there's a shine when I look at the time Now I feel so shook I'm overlooked like a dime, ha And now I'm crawlin', but I am crawlin' up to nothin' So I guess that really means that I'm just fallin' into somethin' Now I know I got my problems And I just really feel like I'm on a mission tryin' to solve them, and I And I don't know the voices in my head Let me tell you, sometimes I just feel like I was dead I don't know why, but I'm here for the show And my aim's so fuckin' high, but I still feel like I'm low And I don't know why everything around me is falling down Is falling down And I don't know why everything around me is falling down Is falling down I can barely pay my rent, my landlord is textin' me for the check, ha And I do not ever mean disrespect, but Corona got me sittin' at home Instead of makin' music on the streets where I just belong And now I really don't feel like I'm in my element INFIDELIX, please learn how to spell that shit Don't you know, everyone is irrelevant? I'm focused on me, and you know I'm stayin' celibate Lies, I like to party for the hell of it Ties, I pull them up through all the sediment I am makin' music 'cause it's medicine Why you always question what is happenin'? And half the time I don't even know myself I just feel like I'm a book that's been sittin' on your shelf I need help and I think I'm gettin' dusty As I grow bigger with my life, the people wanna fuck me I have chosen to stay by myself, ha I have chosen to not get some help, ha I have chosen to stay by myself, ha I have chosen to not get some help, ayy And I don't need to talk to motherfuckers I just need a steady income and a steady lover, ha But I am scared, I'm hidin' under covers And I get that reassurance when I'm talkin' with my mother And I don't know why everything around me is falling down