Hurt My Pride

See I done set the bar too high And I'm really getting tired of this shit Got me thinkin if I'm worthy and I'm worried I'll admit I know I seem too confident at times But that's the light up in my eyes It keep me goin and I'll never quit That's what I think to myself when I'm on my highs But then I flip the script it's lies My brain steady playin tricks on itself And I be feelin like I'm left on the shelf Forgot the fear of fearing love And now I'm stuck crying help I'm giving my time to people That don't want my mind to equal Peace and happiness upon myself These nights alone is evil You thank god I thank the universe for all my blessings I write my verse then I rehearse all of these internal lessons (Cuz I had uh) I had some time to think about my lies Started questioning my mind Am I really dead inside Why do I feel the need to cry Do these people hurt my pride Am I really by myself Is this really all to life I said I had some time to think about my lies Started questioning my mind Am I really dead inside Why do I feel the need to cry Do these people hurt my pride Am I really by myself Is this really all to life I said I pick up the pad in hopes this shit can feed me and my bredren And I ain't mad I just Got a lotta shit to sift through Me and my dad we getting Better every time we settle And with my moms ditto every time we kick it it's cool But I'm still feeling scared to get too close I stay in my room I find it easy there to not get hurt I watch the time zoom I lay inside my bed and laugh about the times we had Of course i'm feeling regretful But these times i'm feeling real fretful cuz I done had some time to think about my lies I started questioning my mind and thinking Am I dead inside why do I Feel the need to cry And do these people hurt my pride And am I really by myself And is this really all to life I said You know one of the biggest things I've learned in life Is learning how to maintain your space Learning how to maintain you peace It can be really really really hard But one of the key things To do In order to accomplish that is Taking a breather Ya know just learning how to breath Just really learning how to breath I need a breath Fuck up out my face I said I need some breath In need of what's next running off with all the plates of the greats All of y'all place last Things in my past Can't take me off the path that I'm on strong You know I put trauma in long songs Without it you know I'd be long gone I'm talking bout ropes in the wrong form Been tight on my neck when my brain storm Boy I know that same feelin When you gettin ready to make you a killin But this shit on you and you feel the adrenaline Rush in your body yo bones numb Think you tired of life when you so wrong Got some real shit for you and it holds strong Just pick up that phone and dial that 800 -273- 8255