If I Ever Come Back

If I stay, will you go? And if I go, will you stay? I don't know If I can keep going down this road Um, I said I wasn't ready Didn't think it'd be this heavy, let me explain myself I'm the same but help the pain I held The shame I felt, I made you tell I listened, but my pessimistic brain don't help, ooh If I could put it on a shelf, I would If I could explain myself, I would I hope there's still a next time, next time My prayer isn't really doin' me good I promise I'll be ready for you next time If I could grow up in a day, I would come back tomorrow If I stayed, will you go? And if I go, will you stay? I don't know if I can keep going down this road And if I stay, will you go? And if I go, will you stay? I don't know if I can keep going down this road I don't think the silence beside us means that I could care less, I'm careless in fairness I'm unsure if I like you, but I'm sure that I love you, so spare us This inevitability, can I come back with a higher probability? I hope you don't forget I got a hole in my chest In the shape of your heart but it just don't fit yet I hope there's still a next time, next time My prayer isn't really doin' me good I promise I'll be ready for you next time If I could grow up in a day, I would (Come back) if I stay, will you go? And if I go, will you stay? (Tomorrow) I don't know if I can keep going down this road (Come back) if I stay (Tomorrow) If I ever come back, I hope you'll still be here If I ever come back, if I ever come back If I ever come back, please don't disappear If I ever come back, if I ever come back If I ever come back, I hope you'll still be here If I ever come back, if I ever come back If I ever come back, please don't disappear If I ever come back, if I ever come back If I ever come back (if I ever come back) I hope you'll still be here If I ever come back (whoo), if I ever come back (My prayer isn't really doin' me good) If I ever come back (please don't disappear) Please don't disappear, if I ever come back If I ever come back (my prayer isn't really doin' me good) If I ever come back (if I ever come back) I hope you'll still be here if I ever come back (if I ever come back) If I ever come back (please don't, please don't disappear) (My prayer isn't really doin' me good) If I ever come back (if I ever come back, if I ever come back) Please don't disappear If I ever come back (if I ever come back) If I ever come back (if I ever come back) (My prayer isn't really doin' me good) If I ever come back