Teenager Forever

I love staycations and being home alone Having one real friend or even none I like my space for myself Don't need anybody else But I watch kids my age on the internet Making bonfire on the beaches Spinning bottles, playing truth or dare While I'm just right there in my room All day long, but please, don't get me wrong I know I'm better off alone I do love my peace, but sometimes I just can't help but wish To have some Long drives to the countryside Watch the sunset 'til it rise Laugh with my friends until I cry And forget that we wanna die Go somewhere far away from home Deep talks with someone I don't know Get drunk in a party, and dance with somebody And meet my lover on someone else's yards Breakdown at the bathroom the next day 'Cause he just broke my heart away I think it'll be fun to live while you're still young But for now I hate the loud noise and the party I hate the crowds and everybody Would rather be in my apartment Than to feel lonely in a sea of people But I watch their lives on Instagram On their way to another city With someone they call their baby While I'm just right here in my room All day long, but please, don't get me wrong I'd rather live my life alone But I realized I'm not getting any younger I'll never be teenager forever To have some Long drives to the countryside Watch the sunset 'til it rise Laugh with my friends until I cry And forget that we wanna die Go somewhere far away from home Deep talks with someone I don't know Get drunk in a party, and dance with somebody And meet my lover on someone else's yards Breakdown at the bathroom the next day 'Cause he just broke my heart away I think it'll be fun to live while you're still young But for now In the movies, they portrayed teenagers Should either be happy or distress And in my mind, I know I lack something else Long drives to the countryside Watch the sunset 'til it rise And forget that I wanna die Go somewhere far away from home Deep talks with someone I don't know Get drunk in a party, and dance with somebody And meet my lover on someone else's yard Breakdown at the bathroom the next day 'Cause he just broke my heart away I think it'll be fun to live while you're still young But for now I think it'll be fun To live while you're still young But for now It'll be alright