not this time

I remember when I was young Didn't know where I wanted to be All I knew is I was on the run Growing up had been chasing me I got too far from the sun I had questions running through my mind Stupid problems in my head They would lead on to my demise I had no concept of death So I took some shortcuts Thought that would be enough When I forget to slow down I feel out of touch Lost sight of everything Oh I fell out of love Party seems to slow down As we're growing up Could be something you never know Say you love it then let it go No not this time Couple years when we're looking back We let go of what we wish we had No not this time Last December when we first met Gave me space knew I need to breathe Gave me more knowing you'd get less You're the first one to think of me I was fucked up what a mess Now I got you running through my mind I get better everyday If I got your hand then I'll be fine Pretty eyes on a smiling face So I took some shortcuts Thought that would be enough When I forget to slow down I feel out of touch Lost sight of everything Oh I fell out of love Party seems to slow down As we're growing up Could be something you never know Say you love it then let it go No not this time Couple years when we're looking back We let go of what we wish we had No not this time