Self Doubt

I told myself that I would get it together I spent three weeks in bed And called it a bender I'm just broken as that same damn record Self doubt I only live to let myself down I'm painting walls inside this burning house I do my best but I don't know how Know how I smoke a cigarette Then go on a run I take a shower put the same clothes Right back on I'm just a loser that pretends that they've won Isn't this so much fun? Fun Self doubt I only live to let myself down I'm painting walls inside this burning house I do my best but I don't know how Know how Hold on Hold on I'm 'bout to lose it baby Hold on Hold on Oh don't you try and save me Hold on Hold on I'm 'bout to lose it baby Hold on Hold on Oh don't you try and save me Self doubt I only live to let myself down I'm painting walls inside this burning house I do my best but I don't know Know Know-uh-oh Self doubt I only live to let myself down I'm painting walls inside this burning house I do my best but I don't know how Know how Hold on Hold on I'm 'bout to lose it baby Hold on Hold on Oh don't you try and save me