Cocoon

If i did tha same thangs That would be insane Ima grow at my own pace Try to avoid a rotation If i did tha same thangs That would be insane Ima grow at my own pace Try to avoid a rotation Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Mistakes are made I can complain But wut tha hell have complaints Ever gotten u? A tiny violin And false aww's From an audience That dnt cut it for me I need tha cold harsh Reality underneath My personality Buildin my character Learnin where i was carried from So that i could be weary of Any misinformed areas Ive yet to discover Its a process Im makin progress I take my options serious Wen i got them Choices are made Everyday And they define us I set my aim for somethin great To be tha finest Me that i can be Im higher on myself So everyone understands me Still, I like to give tha benefit of tha doubt But i can tell wen its ya ass Comin outta ya mouth just chill I really loved my childhood All of my fondest memories are from then Summers with tha cousins. camping at manteca I dnt even recall any point in that time where i ever Yearned to grow or get older not even to be 18 or 21 I was pretty content with just living as i was Tha worst part about was... well school sucked but Tha actual worst part is that its not sustainable Aging and time never let go of each other so now im just Navigating who i wanna be tomorrow This should be enough time to figure it out At least until i run out of tomorrows I was young once Probably tha fun one Never thought much About anythang really Close friends already Knew i was silly But to everyone else I was bout as stiff As a building Cuz im tha quiet nigga Tha formal, anti-riot nigga If i was disrespected I wouldnt recognize tha situation On top of tha fact that i Hate confrontation And on top of that Im rarely mad (and was built with more patience) So my academic career Portrayed a shielded and weird kid Where few ppl revealed him They'd mistaken silence For kindness And i guess i did too Til i witness tha lack of truth Tha envy of my family Had given me a skewed view Being tha youngest Lookin up to my brothers Lead judge anyone That wasnt one of us And shut up around the others I admit it I was timid to Be who i am to u Afraid i wasn't cool Enough for your approval I was ridiculed To the extent of acceptance Walkin that line between A loser and he just barely fit in Until i took every care i had And kept them from existence If i did tha same thangs That would be insane Ima grow at my own pace Try to avoid a rotation If i did tha same thangs That would be insane Ima grow at my own pace Try to avoid a rotation Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Dnt try to stop my maturation Everything i do's to grow older Im glad this brought me to u Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden Go alden (woo) Ur doin it (woo) Go alden (woo) Ur doin it (woo) Ur doin it (woo) Ur doin it (woo) Ugh- ur doin it ugh Ur doin it peter ugh Ur playin with us peter yea Ur doin peter yea Ur doin it peter ugh Ur playin with us peter Ur doin it peter Ur doin it peter Though the tattoo is only temporary, the reality The feeling. . . is forever