You say hello
I say goodbye
My mind afloat
An endless sky
The Dreams I Hoped
Those kept me alive
My stories gone
In hands of
Killers, bestowed with poison
Fillers, intoxicating
Order, The World of Grown Ups
Drowning, what had become my
Lifeline, to avoid my aching
Lifetime, to keep my struggle
Chaos, The World of Dreamers
Sinking, My will to be alive
You tell me, grow up
I tell you, I've always tried
My mind has been lost
between countless scars I have
I'll never grow up
I feel I will lose my heart
My soul has been lost
Between countless tears I've cried
I keep pretending
My smile never fading
I'm feeling the laughs of
The murmurs inside me
I've never seen me old
My vision is blurry
I'm feeling the pain of
My words crushed by loss
Mom, I promised something
To hear your voice
When praying for me
I wrote it
Dad, I'll tell you something
I don't hear God
When talking to me
I lost it
Mom, I've kept desiring
To hear your voice
The dreams that hold me
I've wrote them
Dad, I've stopped desiring
I don't hear God
The hopes that hold me
I've lost them
