I wake up
Picked up my phone, look at friends online
I hate that
Their lives' so perfect, so what's up with mine?
My hair's a mess, my room's the same
Is this a test, from outer space?
It feels like
I'm running out of time
My friends they text me, I don't reply
When they ask me, I tell 'em I'm fine
My anxiety's killing me inside
I don't wanna be alone
Cus I don't think that I'm alright
I should pick up the phone
And call my mom cus she might
Save me, I'll ask her how she's feeling lately
And talk about the weather, maybe
I don't wanna feel like this
Why do I wake up feeling nothing?
Got a whole lotta thoughts in my mind
It's screaming nonsense
They said
"Your life's great, why are you so sad?"
I don't really wanna be by myself
I wish I could just be someone else
(Without all these nonsense)
Is that too much to ask?
My friends they text me, I don't reply
When they ask me, I tell 'em I'm fine
My anxiety's killing me inside
I don't wanna be alone
Cus I don't think that I'm alright
I should pick up the phone
And call my mom cus she might
Save me, I'll ask her how she's feeling lately
And talk about the weather, maybe
I don't wanna feel like this
Maybe I should try
I don't really wanna be like this
It's all in my mind
(yeah)
I should try to be kind
To me myself and every part of I
Just give it time
I don't wanna be alone
Cus I don't think that I'm alright
I should pick up the phone
And call my mom cus she might
Save me, I'll ask her how she's feeling lately
And talk about the weather, maybe
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna feel like this
I don't wanna feel like this
