Message, Pt. 2

Powerful journalist specialize in murder lyrics Hieroglyphics in the breath and the threats that I sweat against Self-inflicted sucka very influential conflicted addicted Anticipatin' fox to the prey But it only runs away, another day I take in halfway thoughts Dancin' ballet, playin' lullaby, occupy my mind Kind of way I regret so Amaru 'bout to die soon His eyes lookin' dark now gloom Assume he gave it none, he's done (let's run away together forever) Never in my right mind should I never drop my guard Yo, disregard the curls, you know it's my favorite lips that I tasted Feel I wasted, now I'm waitin' holdin' my face in the dark As I think about the times that we danced in a spark Makin' all the smiley faces, and I'm spacin', and I'm spacin' Now I'm takin' many steps back track reversed Achin' all in my chest where my heart is hurt What the fuck should I care for? I lost my worth I lost my earth, and I'm lost for words, out in dirt I stop now And I ride the turf self serve I ain't got nothin' to give Forgive and live another lousy life, should I do the same Throw it all away, let my self decay on the ground Watch my visions go gray as I bleed the next day Motherfuckers left me and I'm dwellin' in shame This God really watchin' this intellectual bein' get played It is what it is, I claim gained knowledge from my master teacher Wasn't the same, so I sit and blame myself twice Dead in my lesser letters I write, leave it unfinished My soul is diminished (diminished-diminished)